Someone's behind the drumset in my head.
After much talking and a lot a lot of thinking, I think I'm going back for training on Thursday. I should stop being so freaking indecisive it's damn annoying! I get so irritated with myself sometimes, I can't even make a stand and stick to it. I thought I've made up my mind, but everytime I do, something pulls me back. You know it gets really frustrating and at times I get so confused about what I want, I think so much- too much. But eventually it gets to nowhere which makes me want to cry. Now I'm right back to where I started.
I don't want people to think that I don't take this seriously. I don't want people to think that I enjoy quitting and going back as and when I like depending on my mood because it's not true.
I think Eleanor makes too much sense haha. Thanks for listening. (:
I hate talking to adults. In general. They almost always give me the feeling that they don't understand. They claim they do but they don't. They look like they listen but afterwards I think they just forget half the things that we say and insist that they are right. I hate it when they insist that they are right. Adults think that they are always right just because they have more experience than us. Do I sound childish? Okay I hope I don't.
I think we should be given the opportunity to make mistakes sometimes.
I realised I haven't been talking to Ma'am Z for quite some time. Anw hahaha I think it's so nice to see that people care for you. (: And it's so comforting to talk to people who understand.
RANDOM:
shahini shairah says:
eh guess how much i collected for hari raya
Kathleen. says:
1000 AND HALF IS MINE
shahini shairah says:
HAHAHAHA
shahini shairah says:
mad ah
shahini shairah says:
who can collect 1000 man
Kathleen. says:
AND CAN YOU LIKE UPDATE YOUR BLOG
shahini shairah says:
HAHAHAHA
shahini shairah says:
nothing to update le
shahini shairah says:
i wake up
shahini shairah says:
go out
shahini shairah says:
come back
shahini shairah says:
sleep
shahini shairah says:
and repeat everyday
shahini shairah says:
not fun to read
shahini shairah says:
HAHAHA
Kathleen. says:
HAHAHAHAH
After much talking and a lot a lot of thinking, I think I'm going back for training on Thursday. I should stop being so freaking indecisive it's damn annoying! I get so irritated with myself sometimes, I can't even make a stand and stick to it. I thought I've made up my mind, but everytime I do, something pulls me back. You know it gets really frustrating and at times I get so confused about what I want, I think so much- too much. But eventually it gets to nowhere which makes me want to cry. Now I'm right back to where I started.
I don't want people to think that I don't take this seriously. I don't want people to think that I enjoy quitting and going back as and when I like depending on my mood because it's not true.
I think Eleanor makes too much sense haha. Thanks for listening. (:
I hate talking to adults. In general. They almost always give me the feeling that they don't understand. They claim they do but they don't. They look like they listen but afterwards I think they just forget half the things that we say and insist that they are right. I hate it when they insist that they are right. Adults think that they are always right just because they have more experience than us. Do I sound childish? Okay I hope I don't.
I think we should be given the opportunity to make mistakes sometimes.
I realised I haven't been talking to Ma'am Z for quite some time. Anw hahaha I think it's so nice to see that people care for you. (: And it's so comforting to talk to people who understand.
RANDOM:
shahini shairah says:
eh guess how much i collected for hari raya
Kathleen. says:
1000 AND HALF IS MINE
shahini shairah says:
HAHAHAHA
shahini shairah says:
mad ah
shahini shairah says:
who can collect 1000 man
Kathleen. says:
AND CAN YOU LIKE UPDATE YOUR BLOG
shahini shairah says:
HAHAHAHA
shahini shairah says:
nothing to update le
shahini shairah says:
i wake up
shahini shairah says:
go out
shahini shairah says:
come back
shahini shairah says:
sleep
shahini shairah says:
and repeat everyday
shahini shairah says:
not fun to read
shahini shairah says:
HAHAHA
Kathleen. says:
HAHAHAHAH